Wednesday, 07 January 2009

  • Toast IS FREE!!!

                Yay! I'm an officially licensed driver now! What a load off my mind... With that out of the way, that means... I'm through the deluge of grown-up initiation tests! I've survived the GED Tests (practice and real), I've survived the slew of COMPASS and other college entrance tests. And, finally, I've survived the Drivers Knowledge and Ability tests. (And mind you, the only reason I survived was because I received no small measure of help from various sources. Thank you guys for all the encouragement and cheering -- you know who you are! ~.^)

                It's all down hill from here. No words can express my relief. The only really nasty thing to survive is having my wisdom teeth out, but seeing as they're not bothering me, it could easily be another thirty years. For now, I'm just going to lay of the floor for a few moments and thank God that I've made it through...

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                Now I can actually start focusing more on FUN grown-up stuff. Like school! Like socializing! Like getting on with life! Like writing!

                Writing.... *dreamy eyes* When was the last time I could actually focus on writing? Oh my... Not since last summer, when I started cramming for the GED. Since then, I've been bouncing around nonstop, preparing, defending, and tackling this onslaught of TESTS. I don't really even remember what life is like without a test looming in my mind. @.@ Dude... This is nice, this whole... being free thing...

                *content sighs and chuckles*

                Now, if you excuse me, I'm going to turn up my music, shut my door, and attack the nearest story with a vengeance. 0.0 Or maybe some world-building... World-building sounds nice...

    Aahhh, so beautiful...

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  • lingromanzecool
    Thank you!

    I remember I was challenged about how to seek God. I was asked that how one could approach God actually … I didn’t know the answer for sure when I was asked, but now I guess I can give part of the answer. I remember my father told me in the catholic lesson that meditation helps you approach God, by getting to know of the self-knowledge, well-being as well as the spirituality. God, indeed an intangible conceptualization, as many regard Him as one, seems not easily approached. Anyway, father told me that when you did something good to others or to yourself, disregarding the feature but the principle of morality and conscience, you would be actually approaching God. It seems much more abstract to figure out when I heard of it. Anyway I tried, and well it seemed I was able to encounter what father told.


    My friend, if I ask how do you think of God, will you think it’s hard to tell?! Oh actually what I can say is we for sure knows God but we just fail to explain and say by words. I know God, though not well, but I don’t’ know how to tell others about God when they ask me. =_=”


    Lol what you learn from your psychology book seems to pretty similar to what my psychology books tells haha  … and tell you something. Lol today I’ve just had my psychology final exam and well thankfully that God guided me how to perceive the questions and seek for possible means to tell the answer which is great yea~! And anyway what I wanna say is yea the emotional thing is actually a combination of perceptual and physical aspect, mainly influenced by the hormones in the somewhat endocrine system right? XD haha I’m like rambling lol …


    So you mean God knows mankind will fall and he lets the fall happen?! @_@ wow it’s complicated actually, for God’s always lenient and kind of us. If this is the case then why God still does so in such a … well … unsolved way?! I mean, it seems a little bit weird that he lets us fall but actually he’s doing for the good of us.  But anyway, no offence at all XD haha I’m just still a novice in my catholic realm. So before paying attention to this complex question, there’re a lot more for me to figure out like how to be a good apprentice haha XD


    Actually I agree the point you carried out when you said God could control over all mankind so that all could obey Him for sure but anyway it turned out that God didn’t do so but let mankind do whatever they were conscious to do, like falling. Yea the reason is God’s actually doing for good of ours. I mean, God really wants us to learn from the survival as well as the morality, the consciousness and the conscience. If it’s the case that He tries to give absolute control over us, it’s just for sure the absolute result that all of us would obey Him without hesitation and suspense but there’s actually no meaning in the case because it’s not done truly out of the initiative and consciousness of mankind and this is not what God wants to have. We just can’t learn anything from it. Cool is the point, my friend thanks so much for making clear the point for me ^^


    Haha you wanna know how I think of consciousness and perception?! Haha I’m afraid I will just endorse what I have learnt from the book and re-state it to you haha XD anyway … I don’t’ know much about it =_=” what a pity haha XD


    Talking about the creation of God, there’s one thing always arousing my interest most of all à the mystery of universe. Haha it seems there’s no edge in the space, the cosmic … it seems it’s growing but no one can really prove it, not even Einstein … but … God’s amazing that he could create such a mysterious and wonderful thing … there’re for sure a lot that we terrestrial being cannot figure out and even understand. But … yea I’m interested in the cosmic and astrology haha XD

  • lingromanzecool

    Haha my friend, did you figure out something much interesting?! Well there’re two pieces of comments between us actually … but well it’s not a matter to me anyway but I’m worrying if it would bother you ^^ haah I mean if you don’t know which one I’m writing about and referring to ^^ haha but I don’t wanna attempt words in the last comment from you ‘cause this will be a very long comment by then XD


    Oh talking about the love and boyfriend-girlfriend thing, well in my opinion, I guess for sure I love her, but yea I’m trying to love her with my whole heart as I’ve told before that I was not brave enough to offer y entire heart to love a person. Yea the reason’s simply that I’m afraid of the feeling when the relationship with someone whom I love most for sure breaks. I’m afraid I can’t endure it at all and that’s why ^^” silly am I, ain’t I?! well but  anyway another point I wanna say is … though I love her, I just can’t always tell her I love her you know huh?! It’s pretty embarrassing for a boy to say so .. yea always XD and I’m not an exception for sure, right? XD  ^^ but well I don’t know ,besides this, how she can know of the love I hold regarding her lol … but anyway I’m sure that she can sense it as long as I hold it, do you think so? ^^ I mean yea she can still sense it simply be means of the things I do for her and to her.


    Oh by the way thanks so much for the luck and kind consolation. Haha yea this is what I also believe. Okay I will try to be like this, and try to feel like this ^^ hee~


     Wow~ the website is very useful ^^ thank you so much my friend. Yea from the site I can search for many things regarding the conceptualization of the religion. Is it a Christian site or Catholic site or what else?! It seems to be a thesaurus of religion haha XD I’m sorry no offence for sure but I just would like to say this site is useful and wonderful!

  • lingromanzecool

    Ah~! Have I ever told you when I was travelling by a minibus and looking out of the windows seeing a beautiful and unforgettable scene, I would think of the greatness of God and His creation?! Well simply just a thunderstorm I’m attracted to it easily because it’s just powerful and fascinating, don’t you think so?! Well there’re even more than one color of thunderstorm lol … yea I love nature and I always think of living in nature like where you were living in before you headed to the college ^^ XD haha I can still remember the nature-oriented location where you lived my friend hee~ yea bact to the point I love the sky and the every single phenomenon in the sky and other parts of the nature. Everything’s just fantastic and amazing and you just can’t imagine how enigmatic it is but it’s just so mysterious that you can’t control but to start to feel addicted to it. Haha sounds like I’m exaggerating lol … but well yes I like nature.


    By the way, I’m not standing against the innovation of technology but individually I like to touch the nature somehow ^^ hee~ it seems much easier to approach God in Nature rather than via technology ^^


    Yea action always speaks louder than words. For sure I have heard of it before ^^ and even now lol … yea you’re right. We should simply look for the work by God rather than the literal description about God. It’s more practical and feasible to see how great God is simply by means of His creation rather than the words written by the apostles and apprentices (whoever it is who also wrote the bible lol Ive got a bad memory I’m sorry lol) and yea I can understand the way to see the greatness of God since at least I can know how it feels when being able to see a nice scene when I’m travelling by a minibus haha


    Oh the examples?! AH~! I can recall the temptations evils asserted to Jesus Christ, though not rather clearly ^^” Jesus for sure is capable enough to stand against the temptations … but I’m afraid I might not be absolutely capable enough to do so … will God forgive me ?! @_@ I guess no matter what God will forgive me as long as I have remorse in my heart and I also have enthusiasm and persistence to change the bad habit and to stand against the temptation … am I correct? @_@ oh by the way my friend, have you ever done the confession? Haha just ask the question out of curiosity :P  nothing significant lol … I can’t tell the father that I haven’t done that for at lest 1 year or I will be ‘killed’ lol XD haha but I know for sure as a good apprentice, it’s a must for one to do the confession … but I don’t’ know if it exists in Christian as well ^^

  • Rebirth_SC

    Argh! I just remebered my classes start up again on MONDAY! so -.-;; sorry been a wee bit late in talking back to ya being I am on her randomly for random bits of time a day. So busy @_@ -head desk- Yet I am impressed you general concept of comp tech has improved! Thanks for the encouragement, I have a ways to go but I like the style I am learning about. Though I gotta update something before I go back or else Kurtains....XD So how's life him C-girl...and I failed at finding your windows thingy. If anything mine is Ryo_Sai so I am easy enough lol.

  • lingromanzecool

    Haha yes that’s why I was wondering if we were gonna let it go on we would become confused, like I might not be able to know which one we were talking about lol XD it’s kinda funny but not that bizarre actually lol


    Any chapters of catholic bibles missing in the site? Lol haha I’m sorry to say I don’t’ read much the bible so I can’t spot out anything if there’s indeed any lol … I know this is absolutely not correct that I don’t frequently read the bible. Oh did I tell you this by the way before?! Well anyway yea I know I can’t do this any longer ‘cause well as a good and loyal god-believer, it’s always a must and the best things to be done that that one should read the bible daily, at least. *sighs* I’m sorry about that lol and I will try to read more for sure. I know we’re not seeking for the quantitative thing but qualitative one … so I will try to read it by heart and with Great Spirit lol … may God provide me with certain power to hold that persistence lol


    Haha my friend you sound like someone who should live in the nature you know?! I mean, unlike people here are getting more prone to the innovation of the technology, you seem to be someone that’s supposedly living in the nature by eternity lol haha no offence anyway yea ~! WHAO so you know what, in my mind I can portray a mental model that’s about the scene there as you described it I mean the thunderstorm one yea I really wanna getta take a look I’m sure it must be amazing and spectacular. Well don’t know when I can deserve the chance lol … it’s like magic… well something even more than magic! Hahah


    Oh I was told (for sure by the father haha ) when a pair of couples get to be with each other for many many years like more than 30 years or even more, and they can still love each other and the intensity of the love hasn’t been declining at all, well then God is in the midst of them, the both yea. Also another case is … when you can put your spirit into the spirit of nature, the aura and odor of nature I mean and you can sense the nature then you’re meant to be able to connect God. That’s why I always think it’s pretty far too abstract for me to have gotten to know the conceptualization of God and Who God is … but for sure I seem to be getting the answer and the answer also seems to be much clearer by then ^^ well anyway there’s still room for me to getta know more about it.


    Hah yes perhaps that’s way confession does hold its sense of existence. Hha anyway I wanna say for those who don’t’ mind to confess themselves in front of another human being (though actually I should regard the father as the representation of Jesus Christ and Father and Holy Spirit for sure by that time confession is undergoing) that’s the father ‘cause it implies that that person who’s confessing something is pretty brave haha y’know what … like if something to be confessed is very private lie one’s sexual encounter and desire … unlike the stealing and robbing … I mean this type of things are far too private isn’t it?! Haha so I have to say, if so, the person is a very brave person and also someone who really wanna be immaculate again. ^^

  • Rebirth_SC

    Your sense of direction astounds me ^_^. Though I think I should be able to now get it to work ,so the next time you are on I may finally be able to try it. Though I wish classes were not keeping me so busy though it is kind of lame I must admit. Hm shutting down permanently? never as long as I feel a reason to talk to people, and help out when I can, I will not cease my site'a existence (unless being stalked again...site wise). As for roleplaying, it is a part of life for me.

    You know, the acting of roles, changing of roles over time in a sense I find it to be a life metaphor. Though the game changes the players do not, or so I heard somewhere. ^^; If anything I'll just keep writing my stories, keep improving my writing and learn more and more about life until I am satisfied with what I know.

    The pursuit of learning is great being you can never stop learning from the second you are born. As long as I read books,and talk to people my world will be ever open. ^_^ I treasure this God given life of mines so very much so , so wasting it is out of the question. At the worse case scenario I may just simply talk to a few people on here, while writing my ever going story (Since I do have quite a few characters outside of the Sai Clan with their own dynamic storylines on of which I am saving for a book to be written later along with part of the Sai Clan).

    So how are you my friend? Life has become quite fun ^_^ I must admit.

  • lingromanzecool
    Haha my friend please no worries haha for sure I can wait for it you know that right? Haha XD I hope everything’s fine there ^^ so you don’t have to worry, please remember that okay ? haha XD I’m always here willing to wait for and read your comments to me ^^ I cherish and take each piece of them serious haha I’m not lying haha

    oh Yiruma’s music? Sure I don’t mind doing so ^^ but the problem is I’m not sure whether the music I like suits your taste anyway lol let me show some to you haha XD well I like music that’s significant, that means a lot, that’s profound, that’s serene, and that’s spiritual. Yet I don’t appreciate those too colorful haha anyway I’m not saying Yurima’s music is not significant or there’s any of his not significant or not profound lol … haha for sure all of them are great concoction! Haha well I guess Time forgets … Kiss the Rain … Chaconne … one day you will … a sad motive … Mika’s Song … Words … moonlight … love me … Papillion … haha I can think of these lol … please don’t mind it haha I hope anyway, more or less, it can help ^^

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